When you look up you see white blue heaven.

I've been out riding my bike much more frequent than any other month, reason? "Its the Sky!"...its all about the sky. Random formation of white clouds and pure blue sky catches my heart. Looking at the sky bring calm and peace to my heart....gives harmony feeling and inspiration to those who know how to experienced the existance of their surroundings. The best hours to view it is between 2.30pm and 6.30pm.
On every Sunday this month i went out early for biking activity into the country side. Everytime i ride i always gaze up into the sky looking at the clouds and how they form themselves againts the pure blue sky,... the wind blew breezy and the sunlights are pure white illuminate the white clouds. If you're lucky you can see it glows like heaven's sky fortress made by God above.
As the wind blew further they form various trails of cloud formation as if its like Living Art in the sky....form into sharpe of birds,dog, cats, fishes, hards, trees, flower, big ship, Noah Ark like object and etc. Sometimes i wonder if those white clouds are clumps of living souls flew together in bunch up in the sky wonders the earth looking down on us....ah! that only my theoretocal guess,lol.
By dusk the blue turn into orange with linear mix of violet pink color,...almost fantasy like sky as the sun sets behind the sea. A beautiful sights to behold. By then its 6.40pm, i head back home.
Sometimes i felt like i'm the most lucky people to be able to roam around outside the city and enjoy the outdoors witnessing gods hidden creation and beauty that can only be seen in places where no mans whishes to be there.

26th May, Birthday!

Today is my very special day, yes my birthday! (26th May). I was greeted very early from a girl via SMS messaging in my phone exactly midnight, I'm was glad and lucky to have somebody reminded me about my special day. Saturday at my workplace i received dozen of chocolate and also received cute stuffed animal mostly from the ladies. They knew i like chocolate since it was my favorite munchies, most importantly its CADBURY brand my fav! The stuffy animal was cute too. A black piggy beg from a special girl with cute greetings cards custom made by hands and hand drawn greetings picture. I can see they really avid about the event and i'm really appreciate and happy to share this happy day.

Usually i don't really care much about my birthday celebration, for the past years i have ignored or let just day passes by... that i always forgot.. you can say that on every 26th May its always just like any other normal day, nothing much special. I always ignore any special day that relates to mem which doesn't bother me much...maybe it too much work to celebrate an occasion..hmmmm,,,

Except for today that is in this year of 2007, maybe its worth a while to remind myself that i'm not alone in this world..someone wants me to be happy and knew i exist. I should thanks to the ladies that life is worth living and keep on the track. Anyways i have to sign off and unwraps those chocolates...i'm hungry! yum! yum!

Happy Mothers day!

Its Mothers day today, a day we must remember how hard and how passionate our mom take care of us regardless countless of effort, expenses and hardship she went through. I manage to bought her some light gift, some kitchen stuff and cozy slippers for her to walk around the house. A gift usefull and enough to give her comfort, also it means that i really care for her. After hand over the gift i greeted "Happy mother day" gave her a huge hug and kiss on her cheek. She was happy, i can see through her eyes that its not all about the gift, what matters her the most is how her children feel and appreciate her sacrifices for the love of her children.
Infact i really respected and glad to have such mother who brings miracle when her children in trouble,..seriously...i mean miracle...god really blessed my mom and she cure her children with miracles, what to know more? I guess i'll tell you some more on my next post maybe next week. Till then i wishes all wonderful mothers around the world especially to my mom a very very "HAPPY MOTHERS DAY". Without you we wouldn't be here. Thank you mom.

Whooopss!!..updates!..long time no see.

Hi there!, woah! its been a while i haven't been here telling you some updates and what's going on around the 4x4evo and the 3d modelling community. Sorry i haven't been updating my blog much frequent like i used to back then. Things going pretty slow lately. In fact I was busy day and night with bundles of work in the adult world, in the office, outside labour work and some part time jobs to feed the family. This month I was lucky to get some opportunity to get more income coming into the house. The IT (Information Technology) business and work does add up to my experience library behind my head…other include website designs, advertisement graphics, photo shooting session and scouting for new mountain biking trails behind wild borneo forest….was good enough to pay the household bills. Tired but hey got cash can do! Everytime I got home I always doze immediately on the sofa without knowing I should’ve taken bath and dinner first…hey its morning already, lol!. Then just today I realized I had to get back here to settle some updates and status on our community hobby.
Ahh yes!! Just as promised I’ve revived project WHIRL WIND version 2 which is my track making and models. (picture attached). I manage to spent 1 hour per-day working on track project despite with tight real life schedule. I was really happy and eagerly waiting to finish it up. I expected to release on 26th May 2007 but after double thinking I think I should be patient and keep on doing some fixes and improve the framerate gameplay on the track because it lags by 25 frame and below. Maybe my models too much of animated objects. Lol. Thanks to Luke for his inspiration on his cool LEGO LAND track for 4x4evo2 I was like in pumped adrenalin to continue my cause for track making just this time and make my single and final shots making this project big time before jumping into making models for other game genre.
SIXTY-7 however left sleept in the garage waiting to shed of its high poly object since people keep complaining that the models lag by 2x than NEMIXIS. I should spent more trimming those fat from SIXTY-7 model.
Oh btw other superb news on my side of interest, after months of hard work and part time job just bought my self a new bike free ride full suspension mountain bike frame to replace my old retired hardtails, yippee!! Maybe I’ll snap some picture of my bike tomorrow and post it here. Hey its mothers day next week!...i must get some cool goodies for my mom.