Grandma funeral. Knocking on heavens door.

Sunday is a sad day for everyone, early wee morning we prepare ourself for last view on our grandma before we send her off to the funeral ground. Relative, friends and close neighbours in my grandma's friendly village came over to give comfort and help. By around 10am we did some prayer and then buried her beside her late husband and family whose already left much earlier in the past. My mom and her sister looks very sad but calm to accept such sad departure of their love ones. I did some prayer mine over here. I just hope that she enjoy her new life in her new worl in gods land. She now knocking on heavens door greeted by her long losst love ones. We as her children and great children wishes her happiness and peace high above the heaven. Thanks grandma.

Terrible car crash!! but my family..

I was shocked when i was inform by my cousins upon my arrival to my grandma hometown that$ my family who travelled by land including my father two sister and a little brother involve in terrible self accident when they on their way to the funeral event at my grandma home village which happened during heavy during raining hours approx 120km away from the destination. I was inform late by a day when i reach hometown in Limbang just after arrival on plane me with my sister. The vehicle my father van an 8 seater plunge side of the road skid and overturned twice crushing the roof and shattered some side panels and glasses. Tyre blown off and some wheels came off. From the picture attached it looks terrified but luckily everyone on seatbelt doesn't suffer much just suffer minor bruises....my eldest sister however got heavy bumps on her left face and legs which makes her looks like a panda because arrogantly refuse to use seatbelt and at the end banged the side wall of the cabin. I was happy nothing serious had happened except costly wreckage left me wonder if i should load another new vehicle for my father next month.

Currently the vehicle is now towed to my relative who stay in a peaceful village country side where the vehicle will wait to be fixed by locals and probably sell to locals.

I'm very glad my family is safe and that's all matters the most. I thank god for not taking life of my family early as we have long journey of life to venture along. So it not our time yet. I hope our late grandma will watch over us and our lord shall watch over us too.

Rest in peace Grandmother

I was in shock when my mom shout for help late midnight at 3am when i got down and saw my long paralyze grandmother have difficulty in breathing..cough out milk from her mouth. Her body tempreature gone very cold. Quickly our family dash her to the hospital but by the time it reached the hospital she was long gone. The only reason the doctor say she was too weak to live because she was too old and there's nothing he can do about it. My mom terrified and cry in tear but in a way she did except the fate. As for me its all in the hand of god. i just share my moments with my other near my grandmother lifeless boy in the emergency room. It was restless night everyone woke up to arrange immediate prayer and funeral for next day.

I'll be leaving for a few days for funeral function so will not be around in the websites and forum.

My grandmother suffer terrible aging sickness which she was half paralyze over her body unvbale to move talk or even eat. Its all feed from the tube, manual grooming and 24hrs care on the bed. On 20th June around 3pm she finally return back to created and return into the arms of her love ones especially to my grandfather. I hope she found eternal happiness, peace and cheerful life in my lord house in the heaven. Rest in Peace Grandma. We always love you and be in our hearts.

From Euro TM Magazine, thanks Starbuck.

I just got back home when suddenly i see this package sticking out from my mail box. Its a TrackMania magazine stamped from Europe send over by our friend STARBUCK of TRACKMANIA community. The content feature some of my vehcile models design plus other ppl and also featured in CD! Wow! This is awesome publication. Thanks Starbuck! He's currently in Paris working on company game related project. So thanks again man. ;)

Sorry, delayed internet connection

First of all i'm sorry for all my fans, modeler, converter and gamer of our community because my pc motherboard blown up due to lightning surge happened last Sunday on 14th June 2008. So far i'm piggy back on my little brother notebook which i have limited hookup with internet per-days. Hopefully i'll get it fix this week.

everyone waiting for several iof my new models release not to mention to some angry clents over the delays but i'm sure they understand what's happening, anyways at the end of the days it will get released soon. Please be patient.
Thanks.

Last sunday mountain biking ride.

Quite fun, went into the jungle, cross country and zig zag around the turns, kinda lots of branches and bushes scraped on our skins. Went over top of bold hills and view the awesomness of the land.

Fun time..2 day extra holiday.

I don't feel good this week due to extensive dry coughing and tooth pain. Gonna take two days leave to relief my health and also going to make appointment with tooth doctor. 2 days is a long day especially when i start wake up very early in the morning and do something usefull so that at the end of the day there's nothing wasted at the end. ...it make you day felt longer. I'm very excited since i have more room to settle daily task and also complete some project which left in the dark for a long time. Lots of people says i should settle the EXAGE model, yes i do have the urge to release the new car but i have another important matter to settle under the same topic. This month i've built 8 models for respective client so its kinda appropriate i should take a break or two to lay back and relax my brain. Good news is the my pocket is back bulge again, gonna fund my bike maintenance, mini-z, computer upgrade and personal grooming. Life is good when you're a 3d modeler. Its fun.

Here comes the postman!

Stuff arrive f rom my favorite MINI-Z supplier! Yeah finally got me another spare models to keep my mini-z enthusiast runing wild, best thing are it came with dozens of SP8M4 FET chip to upgrade the ESC circuit to boost more Amp current into motor. Will test first on 4000rpm hot motor tonite after FET stacking and soldering on PCB board. Trying to hit more than 60km/h for sure but will try my best to tune the motor both minimal current consumption and speed.

Terrible week..

Was horrible week past few days ago, fever, cough, flu, sore throat...then again bad weather, especially last two days where my PC ethernet card hit by unknown electric surge which kill my on board LAN card and disabled my DSL internet connection....really made me angry. I have to pull out slow mo notebook internet connection which keep me at slow pace when browsing. So yesterday spent another cash on new Network card and also burn my pocket on my father fuel guzzling TOYOTA which totally cost me $100 just wthin a day travelling for such PC card, $100?? man i could spent something more usefull. Damn it..... really made me damn angry. Nowadays fuel price crisis and food price going sky rocket, It really made my life worse. Money doesn't fall from teh sky like i used to think when i was a kid. Yeah! yeah!. life is something awkward at random times.

Time for TRK coding.

Without wasting any precious time i pulled out my project and start coding and compiling"EXAGE" models and configure the performance script for 4x4evo1/2 pod files. This is light work so should be ok for me as it doesn't stress much on my brain usage compared to 3d modelling work on Z-modeler.

ZEN model ranking going down at TM.

ohhh noo.. my model ranking at TrackMania going down (http://www.trackmania-carpark.com). Oh well i hope can make a big hit again with new mode design. Hopefully my "EXAGE CD 20.0 XL-AM " could hit the top chart soon. Btw i'm kinda angry to myself i couldn't settle the release of new design model this month as its already due by May. I have good reason to explain....yeah recently i had a fever and bad sore throat so i take my time for a healthy rest.

Another costly bad luck.

I spent all afternoon enjoying hours of radio control drive around the track when suddenly accident struck. Two of my MINI-Z suffer costly parts damage as shown in the picture. Now currently order new stocks of parts and some upgrades amounting more than RM$500! YEah, yeah...i know this is hobby. Passion worth more than just anything in life.

Mo spare parts.

Have been away from my MINI-Z for a week, now i pull out my little buddies and played all afternoon. Then bought some new parts to replace some worn outs. Its radio control madness this week. Sure i've dish out too much budget on my hobby, well if it bring happiness why not. ;) :D

Oooo yeah! 15 minutes charger!

Ohhh! thank goodness! finally found salution to my aging problem. No more long hours waiting for battery to charge. This one is like hot pizza from the oven. Top noth products from "GP PowerBank High Speed Charging for only 15 minutes!!" Good stuff for my R/C models addiction, I finally can play all day! I did burn my pocket just to dig this charger out from the shelf but for long term investment this one worth it.

Outstation Day 4: Final task then going home.

Finally me and my buddy can go home after our final meeting and conduct staff training at small company branches. Clad with T-shirt were just in the mood of going home. Say good bye to our buddy and staff. We drive around the BINTULU city for few hours then by 2.30pm we on our way to MIRI city using coastal road for another 3hrs. Got ice-cream and PSP to keep me busy in the car.

Outstation Day 3: Again meeting and training

Our work similarly like yesterday but this time we travel more distance site include places like TATAU district where we get to visit and train office worker at our company plywood factory and also get to visit almost completed new condominium appartment near the beach which belong to our company developer group. We're just watching our boss configuring WIFI and networks. Some of us almost got bored and slept during the trip.