The cat returns for last visit.

I'm not sure if i did mention this story before on this blog but i'll try to bring it up again. The image of orange cat came to my mind vividly this week as i recalled years ago when i live alone in a house in KUCHING city west of borneo continent.

7 years ago i was enjoying my hobby building 3d models (CYBORX) on my computer located in the dining room which from there i can see clear straight view through my living room with opening doors towards outside the corridor. I was busy focusing my attention on my computer screen when suddenly i have a warm feeling a guest was at the living room. I looked at the living room near the door and saw a healthy orange white tabby cat lay down comfortably in the middle, grooming itself licking paws and face. Its doesn't show much hostility at my presence especially in my house, looked felt comfortable as he see me from where i am. "It must be someone's house cat out of curiosity wondering into my house" as said in my thoughts. The orange and white tabby cat made a direct happy eye contact at me as if saying he is very much in happy state and comfort. i said "meow" and it just lay down like a happy cat. The i took my eyes of the cat and get back staring on my computer screen in just a few seconds and when i stare back its gone. I walk over hastily to the coridor to see if i can cought a glance where it could have walk out butthe cat was no where to be found. However i do feel warm and welcomed at the cat presence as if its trying to relay me a sign or something. At the sometime i have a familiar feeling i've met this cat before.

After long pause i realised i just encounter the same cat which i hit it the night i drove on my red car along the road as the orange cat try to cross the road in the middle of the night. It was a very bad timing and accidentally hit the cat seconds when it leap and ran across the road, i could feel the bumper hit it and roll over the wheels with bumps at the rear as i knew it was the skull. It was agonizing and terrifying incident, i couldn't stop and look back is the road crowded with trails of cars behind me. That night i was petrified that i just killed a cat and lost for words because i do have soft spot for cats, before i sleep i made prayers for the cat soul and ask for forgiveness in the dark was begging to GOD that the cat soul be sent to the Heaven and be happy in its his or her new happy home.

A now i'm happy after realised it came back to visit me telling me it was okay and its happy now in a far away place. I do recalled i have a bit tears in my eyes knowing the cats is now a happy cat in GOD's heaven. Not far away from the place where the cat was layed down comfortably in the living room is a Holy Cross hanging on the wall facing towards us giving us blessing for such beautiful reunion.

I come from a cat loving family i do understand very well about the aspect of cat behaviour. I love cats because the have very unique personality, life and socially humourous.

Smacked!

Check it out, a fly got smacked to its death upon high speed collision fly vs my mountain bike with its back wing smacked below my crank. It must have been i've cycling beyond 85km/h and the fly got head-on on the road. RIP little bro. That was not the first time. There used to be some bugs, grasshopper, and some unfortunate little creature that is crossing my path ended become goo on my bike.

June full of bad luck,

You know my story what's happening throughout jun:
-Grandma went to heaven
-Family motor accident
-EXAGE models release delays
-Broken 1/24 MINI-Z .....$$$
-Broken network card and PCI slot....zapped by lightning
-Another cooked graphic card (just recently)..$$$
-And now another damaged big tooth....really painful
I just don't know why it happened so much and so costy this month. Did i did something wrong in May? Anyways i'm in July now hoping for changes and my my lucky coin turn towards a luck face, I'm going to get another car this month hopefully everything runs well.

Terrible car crash!! but my family..

I was shocked when i was inform by my cousins upon my arrival to my grandma hometown that$ my family who travelled by land including my father two sister and a little brother involve in terrible self accident when they on their way to the funeral event at my grandma home village which happened during heavy during raining hours approx 120km away from the destination. I was inform late by a day when i reach hometown in Limbang just after arrival on plane me with my sister. The vehicle my father van an 8 seater plunge side of the road skid and overturned twice crushing the roof and shattered some side panels and glasses. Tyre blown off and some wheels came off. From the picture attached it looks terrified but luckily everyone on seatbelt doesn't suffer much just suffer minor bruises....my eldest sister however got heavy bumps on her left face and legs which makes her looks like a panda because arrogantly refuse to use seatbelt and at the end banged the side wall of the cabin. I was happy nothing serious had happened except costly wreckage left me wonder if i should load another new vehicle for my father next month.

Currently the vehicle is now towed to my relative who stay in a peaceful village country side where the vehicle will wait to be fixed by locals and probably sell to locals.

I'm very glad my family is safe and that's all matters the most. I thank god for not taking life of my family early as we have long journey of life to venture along. So it not our time yet. I hope our late grandma will watch over us and our lord shall watch over us too.

Crash and burn- reality of speed.

Its kinda fun to see some cool crash and burn when you race a car in game, virtually fun and entertaining. In comparison to reality there big differences between life and death. Yup, if you're driving a real car better keep it safe and think other on the road, there are no such thing as getting ranks, fame, glory and being popular super heroes on the road like being in NEED FOR SPEED game titles or wanna be PRO-STREET. No body cares about you on the road even you can drift a few miles unless you're on proper legal track for racing...not on public road.
Everyday i read news and came across tragic road accident, yup it comes with special package: 'Death', suprisingly most car accident death happens mostly on young driver aged between 27-20's. Today news i stumble upon gory picture of crash scene and stumble across some ultra uncensored gory crash victim...no matter how tough a LEXUS, MERCEDES, VOLVO, TOYOYA, MITSUBISHI and other brands it won't guarantee safety. People is just like an egg inside a metal box. Young driver! Ahhh... the youth adrenaline and road thriller has met their ultimate carnage of their dreams. I've driven very fast before on stock family car but at the end of the destination i sometimes question myself why did i do that for? just to get from point A to point B in unnecessary short time? Life is indeed short, too short! ...feel a temporary excitement and gone in a second.
I'd rather slow down and make sure i reach my destination safe and get to live another day enjoy playing playstation, have some nice tasty meal, chocolate, ice cream, fried chicken, travelling to another country, settle down with cute girlfriend and watch the day past by. Not putting my life on fast car on the fast lane. To be safe i'd ride my mountain bike....that's a true human powered adrenaline rush plus the real speed you can feel brushing again my face with the wind.
For that reason i never spent to much budget on cars like accessories and modification to make it *bling*...ahhh, c'mon its just a transportation going from one destination to another. Too much crimes, death, mental and social problem associated with cars....it also kill our greeny earth with its toxic fumes. If you're stuck in the traffic because you're in a car because you want it, keep the migraine up.
Oh yeah for the things i do on 3d car design, its passion. I like to design and watch em going on the road, I like to watch people drive and enjoy my design. That's all to it. Going from point A to B...its my mountain bike. hee...hee.