Silent night 1984.

It nice to be adventurous, young and curious back in the past. Life was like Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Fin. Me and my neighbour always sneak out into the nearby forest led by curiousity and insearch for paranormal truth. I remember vividly in was in 1984 when the electric was cut off accdentally causing houses and streets went off into the dark. Both our mom shouted all over placed to plead usto return back home but we ignored about it. Me and my buddy haste out into the forest behind the house seeking something we believe monsters and ghost behind of very bushy lush forest behind our backyard. We went very deep into dense bushy of tall grass. We then laid our back ontop of the grass for a rest and laid our eyes into the clear dark blue sky in the middle of the night, its was very windy and breezy night and the stars was very white bright, no clouds. The moons lits so bright and when i wake upright to see our huge fields of bushy surroundings its was all luminences blue illumintaing the puffy cotton grass. The city light no longer blinding the moonlight rays by man made lights. It was beautiful.... all puffy blue illuminates like star dust as bit of cotton flew as the wind blew agains the cotton grass in one direction. We remained silence for a few minutes...the suddenly insects began to play their musical forest tune followed by fire flies....tonnes of them. We watch in awe and yet we never doubt something like in fairy tails is if its a normal act of nature because we are too young to filter out reality and stunning even. We just sit there and enjoy the scene like watching everyday fireworks. Beyond the bushy fields of forest our houses remains unlit but visible thanks to the blue moon. We fell on our back against the grass against wathing the star position shift into transition. We never speak much because we just wanna listen the silent night. The symphonic melody of the forest around us, it took minutes to interpret the sound but after few hours i manage to enjoy every tune made by mother nature...something that was taken for granted whenever i viewed from windows of my house when i see the forest. Form there i leaned that if you keep silence nature will revealed its real cover exposing secret of untold, when we listen we learn, when we listen we know and when we listen we experinced and gain knowledge both wonderfull things and vice-versa. As i gotten old things going pretty different but techniques does apply. At an adult state it really paid of the become completely silent, i learned lots of people characteristic, behaviour and how the world evolve around me. But who should i care for because i'm still adventurous seeking for curiosity to fill my happy adventurous need.

Our very own mini HAWAI.

Here's some snaphots taken at the beach not for from where we park our cars and start our sunday mountain biking into the woods yesterday. I took some photo with my PSP GoCam. The weather was wonderfull, the sea was calm and great place to relax and peace in mind. I wish my house was near the seaside. We called this place our mini HAWAI located very remote from the outskirt of the city away from civilization and polution. Not many people knew this place, that's is good for us. We always visit here for our biking pit stop.

Blue afternoon.

Ahhh.....sunny day, anything that is blue up in the sky put a big smile in the face. It must be dry and sunny to keep me feel alive and adventurous. Some people are shame enough not able to appreciate their beautiful surroundings. Thanks god i learn to appreciate stuff around me. I feel like tarzan today. Feeling you is good for health even you're aging. That's psychological truth.

The inspiration- colors of life.

With a heart of an artist inherited from my mother i have tendency to roam outdoors into open space look up into the sky, watching the tree wave along breezy wind, the white clouds againt beautiful blue sky and beautiful sunset. I'm so lucky to realised that the world around me so beautiful even despite the fact people complain its hell on earth..that's for short due to commercialization and social barrier that inflicted blind mind in peoples thoughts. Hey, call me hippie cuz i'm free!

Being outdoor is fun and feel very much alive rather than confined inside the building. Its the best way from me to collect ideas and inspiration especially when i try to come up with a new 3d design or graphic project. Around us have so many interesting color and aroma which only certain people could sense and experienced it. For some people looking into the horizon or the sky doesn't make any differences or trigger any feeling at all, that is because the mentality and behaviour of such person being self centered and too much clinging toward people and material gain. For short that person doesn't know much purpose of life or what his or purpose born here.

As for me the condition of weather, movement of winds, changes of color around me, the shape of clouds and its horizon trigger deep sense of nostalgic past and sense of excitement! Sometimes it can be an educational experience which i can learn some and blend this experience into ideas and then put it into solid object such as design or object which translate my ideas and experience as one. I called it colors of life. Sometimes you can see this color of expression and art on most of my 3d models that i design. It looks awesome! Just imagine the design and color i put on soon to be new models the: "EXAGE CD 20.0 XL-AM".

PART 22: At last! The plain beautiful 4x4 truck emerge!

Success!!! After took almost a day work...the surface detaching and normalisation task has been completed! The smooth surface and true body line relevealed the true looks of this new truck design! Its looks wild and real Humvee killer! I was very happy today! very much happy indeed beause guided with no blueprint only use brain imagination imprint through hand movement on my mouse click the shape of new 4x4 truck finally caught my heart the instinct of design never fade, Finally i can proceed another exciting task that is "Detailing" and "Texture Rendering".

Adventure returns!

Another great adventure day is here again, Sunday is always a golden holiday for me. The beach, blue sky, green nature and windy breezy wind...umm yeah some coconuts! Well last Sunday me and a group of friends went out riding on out mountain bikes out into the Borneo Forest in the outskirt of Miri City, a few miles away from hustle bustle of busy cities. We started our journey from the beach. Landed at 3.30pm and on the move by 3.50pm toward front end of local beach villages along the seaside. From there we penetrate through into the forest. Thick bushes, narrow trails and cracky soils and roots all are an exciting challenges pounced onto our physical strength. A few miles in the forest i was having a tyre puncture, the whole pack move on leaving me behind and a friend to accompany me while i'm fixing the tyre. A few minutes later me and my buddy on the move through the grassy fields backdropped with beautifully hilly scenery...too bad we have to endure some muddy pot holes. Around us looks like some African savana trails with that trees around us look alike ones. The pack that move ahead of us was not in our sights and way too fasr to reach since they all gone into dark narrow twisty forests. But we manage to zig zag in the jungle since we've been here couples of time without worries of getting lost. We reached a small river where we have to hike up our bike over it, then passes some mangroove of Jackfruits trees..there too many over grown fruit fell down lay wasted and smell very strong too, After zig zagging for few hours both of us manage to reunite wit the rest of the cycling pack at the intersection of a path in the middle of local villages. So we continue to south direction towards hilly area and going down into cracky soily trails which leads to Borneo Lambir National Park.
.......and so we ride and ride and ride and ride and ride......few hours later we turn back after found a dead end where big trees and unpaved trails blocking our route to designated destination. At 6.30pm we turm around and head back home on reverse direction. This time we sprint all the way to the finishing point. Its win win situation to see who reached to the finishing line which is where we parked our cars. I hammered my bike really hard and whipped at 57Km/h speed. Later i ended at 4th place! not bad at all. 30 minutes later the whole rides manage to gather around and pop-up some cold iced isotonic drinks. Its was sunset, we sat around facing the beach scenery looking at sundown turn romantic orange...it was beautiful! After a few chat and laugh we head back home....ahhhhh!!!! time not wasted...i love my life, life well spent enjoying whats surround us.

The sky so blue!

Blue! Color of peace... I'm really glad and lucky enough to realised that i was born to live freely under the sky and have freedom to wonder around and enjoy the beauty which few people didn't notice what they haved missed. I went outside the office during lunch time and took a nice shots of Nimbus cloud formation. It was beautiful creamy puffy white backdropped with bright blue color. In my heart i was very excited to see it and dream to wonder around the land below the bright blue sky. It makes me want to bring out my bike and ride!.....taste the breezy wind blew around my body, pass by green white cotton grass and over looks the horizon of vast sea and mountains....usually i experince it on every Saturday and Sunday noon...ride out of the city and into the wild country side.

When i was young me and my friend used to cycle along the beach at noon, the sound of wavy sea, the sound of wind twirl in my ear, trees and green grass sways as we pass by. The bright sunshine sparkle the sea water into bright crystal like glass and reflect blueish sky above. It was a breath taking scene! We always go up into the hill and lay down on the grass for hours staring at the oceans and up in the sky. My mind was at peace, empty but filled with unexplained happiness...no more worried about school, homeworks, anger, frustration, headache, worries, video games, moneys, materialism or anything that bothers our mind. Strange.... just by looking up into huge space of emptyness by bright blue sky..... minds wonders so freely... thought why? ...but dunno what in my mind.... its all beautiful. Ever since then i was tempted to go outdoors seeking peace and happiness with my trusty companion..a mountain bike.

Fear nothing...travel miles away from home seeking for a perfect place to set free my mind, thinking one day i may find Utopia or Heaven's garden. Heee...heee... sometimes it really helps to develop positive creativity minds and build more innovative imagination by just wondering out there doing your own version of epic adventure for a day.