Wow! dude dying for an ipad?

I guess you heard some recent news about a boy from china trade a kidney for latest I-pad and another girl selling viginity for luxury gadgets and I-phone just to keep up with trendy society.

Links to the news:
http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2011/06/02/boy-17-sells-kidney-to-buy-ipad-2-in-china/

http://asiancorrespondent.com/58077/chinese-teen-offers-virginity-in-exchange-for-iphone-4/

Shame to hear these people nowadays especially young generation falling for material gain rather than keeping their flesh and soul intact just because someone owns something to keep up the "high status" quo. Get I-phone and I-pad just to access internet? I'd rather stick to good old notebook cause its faster, easy to use and less hassle. Anyway i hardly going on mobile gadgets never used anything to view nor type on such small screen..so unpracticle. Also have never been interestd in "oh that guy has cool stuff, i must have one too!!" part of society that live based on materialistic status because its not part a must have survival kit. But foods are must!!


Having graduated as an Information Technology Bac. Degree holder i still keep my way of life as an old skool back to simplicity life to interface with the world and people rather heavily influenced by rapid technology around me. I just walk around with cheap small 7 year old phone in my pocket and it does enough daily job done. Technology necessary if it solve problem not adding problem to the solution. Would you eat a burger with fork and spoon?, when you can actually use your hand to hold it and put the burger it into your mouth. Like i-phone and i-pad to a spoon and fork its completely unnecessary. Unecessary gadgets are pretty much marketting hype to get more profit.


I don't have I-phone or I-pad but i don't think i really need it even if i could afford it, after much thoughts about paying internet broadband cost, frequent charging, bulky pockets and too fragile to carry around on my outdoor adventure mission i think i doesn't benefit me at all. I'd save my money good good happy meal, nice warm clothing, R/C models to keep me thrilling and bicycle maintenance cost to keep my adventurous journey going.

Life is just awesome!...going everyday on two wheels.

After years commuting on bicycles to work finally i think life was too perfect for me.  Feel younger, active and just kill 3 or more birds with one stone. Life is very lively.  I loose massive weight, my long pants getting extremely loose..very loose!, have time to enjoy radio control hobby/activity in between, save fuel and money, save traffic headache, save time because i can slip through traffic, had a good sleeping time, wake up late but stay fresh, have time to eat proper home made breakfast and my health is improving plus getting strong leg muscles.  Wow! all these because i'm skipping from drving my car to work and getting on my bicycle...this is so awesome!  Other than that it seems my often presence on local road have become part of familiar appearance among traffic user which is good for me so that they aware that i'm using the same road everyday too.   When the weather is all good with blue sky and white clouds its nice to tour around and enjoy the scenery..just plugin into my MP3 SONY WALKMAN and there goes enjoyment. Sunset always been so beautiful along the coastal area as i'm riding on my way home.  Sometimes if i get hungry i have lots of mobilty opportunity to wonder through several burger stalls, cafes and food stores without worry about parking space problem.  I can also go about wondering my own business without worry time and fuel. 

The grave fit for one.

I felt lucky to hear a speech made by a spiritual person few weeks back, it really made me realised how important for us to know that material and luxury object isn't everything we need to live for. For the next few year to come i may accumulate properties like houses, cars, money, entertainment object and investment valuables but if i die someday i will never able to bring all this luxuries along with me into another world nor able to enjoy it. Else i could have been a ghost too tied to material belonging which explain why there are reports of ghosts still posses their old belonging on earth. Which is why all spiritual leaders says we should free our minds from earthly things..so we could depart to heavens with open hearts. Its is true indeed the grave could only fit a person leaving behind properties to family and relative to fought and manage over. Again too many material means to many headache to manage, its better to have none or at minimal to avoid much risks. Honestly i don't feel happy having to much stuff around my belt; car, house, computers, furniture and stuff that i keep for no reasons. If i have an opportunity to live a free life i would choose to take 3 items along with me; a bicycle, money and a mini notebook. Then depart to wonder around the globe visit beautiful places on bicycle. The end.

Simplicity kicks in.

Simplicity seems to be kicking in into my life. The void space in my mind seems to be more bigger and spacious each day. Life used to be very complex like entangled sewing threads or bad hair day. My living style are much very different now days, those "Don't worry Be Happy" slogan seems to pop everywhere around me. Dumping all those worldy formality and get easy and loose with everthing around me. I prefer slippers walking around, short pants, very loose thin vented clothings, just woke up hair, less stuff in my pocket and walk at slower pace. I start to listen more fomr people but i don't bring trash back home. I don't blog much much neither worry about whats happening around me. I don't like things bother me as i move about my life if its an optional decision. I'm just like fax machine, "i reply you later". My life is just like a happy cat. Cats are really an inspiring animal. Nothing bother them much even when they are taking nap and they can always be at any place any time they like without worry and still everyone worship them. Lets be like the cats just once.

5cm Per Second

For anime fans. If you're into art for words, enigmatic experience of life and scenes that touches deep into your hearts then try watch Makoto Shinkai's : 5CM PER SECOND. Wow, stories about Journey of life between couples as they live though years apart. Wow, story line almost similar to my life biography.

I must saw every moments in this movie have lots of hidden meaning of life which worth pondering about and something we do miss very much every day. If been watching lots of Makoto Shinkai's movie but this one touches more in me.

Must watch! Here a trailer for you from youtube:

Birthday?

I wake up as usual doing my usual business did even think a bit what's special going on everyday until i open my email received auto reponse from automated admin bot from forums saying happy birthday. oh? ok. so today is my birthday. Even when over to my website most online friend greet me well, i'm very happy. After few chats and post i close my pc and just go about as usual doing my thing. For others birthday is something to be proud of and ego boost of the day being king among its people...present, gift, goodies, candles, cake and all stuff under his or her name.
I only have my birthday when i was 3 years old then thats it. Throughout the years my birth day is just a normal quite day. Nothing so peculiar about or so concern about it. everyone should remember that being born here comes with reasons. To live, enjoy and die for something you believe in. My life concentrate more on getting more experience in life, gain more perpective view about the world, explore on curiousity , enjoy life, being humble and moderate. The only best gift i appreciate is "freedom". Not bound to orders, restriction, borders and criticism im at my free will. Hence should there be obstacles i have rights to eliminate and destroy without hesitation.....well which i practise when i was at young age, Birthday is freedom. So i did.

Fragile life

Hardly believe that in every 10 people around the world 4 person will probably infected by urban diseases like cancer, malignant growth or tumour. It is because we live to eat and exposed by product that is artificially process using chemical that was not suit for our body especially when added into our food. Yes the most easiest way to get malignant diseases via contaminated and artificially made food. Working adults and urban out goers are highly esposed to cancer, tumour and malignant diseases because they or "us" enjoy much fast food or "rich" food cooked using artificial flavour and preservative just to satisfied the taste of those who consumed. Those who cooked for the customer never care less about customer healthly but its all about business, getting the money into the pocket and just go. Well i'm very much concern because just recently my sister was diagnosed with tumour like growth inside the body but manage to remove it via surgery in a short period. Not serious but lucky she manage to detect early. Was released from the hospital in a day. Not only her but few of my aunt also have similar diseases and other is cancer. Luckily they are both cure via Chemotherapy. All these are links to unhealthy food that we dine out or buy packs from stores that contain lots of artificial and unfresh ingredients from the factory. We life in the new error where money matters and health is last thing to think about for those who concern more wealth over health, this moto highly applied to east Asia where wealth gain is everything and cheap thing is a go. Go cheap with artificial the say. I wouldn’t want to kill myself with their food.
Starting this month I tried to minimized consuming ready factory made food or take out fast food from restaurant as I started to care for my health. Started to cook my own food and make some home made lunch to take out to the office. Thus save me money and keep me in shape.
“I would like to live long to witness the world around me.”

..when i listen

I like to listen to peoples story, story about their life, their difficulty, story about something that you rarely heard, a personal story, a tale to share from his heart to a person he or she trusted. Listening with all my heart...something it makes me think that i'm very luck or vice versa. I can't see much from their looks...but whats inside them really matters. Other people don't care much, maybe they are too young to understand, maybe they can't even experience how difficult a person went through or maybe its not worth profit or bother much since its not much entertaining. For me listen their other side of their world bring me deep appreciation and experience that cannot be decribe on just one word, their story create imaginary world in my mind....... Better to know what happening around me rather than being under the rock. I like to wonder around places... places that no one could go because they refuse too...for me its a special plce for me to discover new things....appreciate my life.

Bad lunch for RM$2.50

Its lunch time. For RM$2.50 you get this. Good looking food doesn't mean they taste good, in my case office cafe food always sucks. It depends who's working the cooking that day so this time i'm munching just 60% potion of food before it destroy my appetite. Remember, if the food doesn't taste good and you bought a whole bunch of it don't force yourself gulping the whole plate clean. You really don't want to ruin you day in the office with bad food odour on your tongue. "Good food always makes life full of happinesss"

Adventure of the MAD EVENING

So people who have a very boring life which makes up 95% of this local population, afterwork they go home at 5.00pm, bath, cook, watch tv and sleep and so the loop goes on the next day. Well i refused to follow such crowds and live my own way. Yesterday evening, just like everyday i always have interesting way to spent my afternoon:

5.30pm -Finish work, play my radio control car behind office until 6.30pm. Usually until my r/c car bashed to the max or max out all 4 sets of batteries. Got some weird crowds gather around never seen a car as small as a mice speeding as fast a thunder. Also got problem with cats ambush behind the building too.

6.30pm - Since i commute to work i pull out my mountain bike, pack my mini radio control and join my friend for adventure cycling around miri route. Today my friend show off his $2900 front suspensionFOX upgrade....hmm,,yeah..that was nuthing to impress..sorry bro. So on our journey from dusk till night. We speed through corners, visit interesting places and people, jumping here and there, chase some cars, bashes through bushes, beaches, watch the sunset and touring around until we drain our energy till stomach empty.

9.30pm - Feeling hungry we went over nearby M Square building for some tasty dinner at local restaurant in the open air for a salad chicken rice...nope its out but they have another menu instead...stomach growling!!....eergghh. A cold coke drinks and hot tomato sauced friend WANTAN Noodles stirred with eggs..Yum yum!! Along that we chat a lot about bikes, friend and stuff. Almost every night we visit lots of interesting open air food cafe. Luckly we didn't encounter any nasty food accident on our stomach,lol.

10.30pm We left the spot and head to the car park to play our radio control car again for duel sprint and drift. Yeah, as usually my KYOSHO MINI-Z NSX win again..muhahahaha..

12.00pm. Go home, take bath and sleep...feel very refresh and get ready for another next adventure tomorrow.....once again i forgot to log the internet that night.....zzz.z..zzz..zzz tooo tired.....zzz...zz

Life isn't that bored at all.

Programmer's happiness in discovery

Life as a web application programmer is fun because you built something into workable product...a product i say from your own ideas,....well it depends how you run your department. There are times when thing going up and down. Its has this extreme moody thing when you do programming stuff. Like today is my happy day because i manage to solve a blockade problem which already keep me into dead stop for 12 weeks and my brain painfully thinking how to by pass such complex problem, for example having to synchronize UNIX EPOCH timestamp into standardizedSQL code and make it run smoothly throught the coding without any bug inside my web application. For me such a small discovery does make difference between happiness and gloomy days, Yes, i'm happy today! my programming task finally runs like a train, no more blockade of problem...at least have something to show to my boss that there's a progress. Yes, that's programmer life. Happiness cames when ideas pop-up and solution to the problem finally comes to the rescue. Being programmer also make me hungry because our brain keeps active more frequent that any parts of the body and burns more energy/calories. So dun be surprise if you see programmer gain lots of weight. That is because they are doing lot of thinking.
Ok, tomorrow is another happy day for me, i hope i don't encounter weird coding and made me jump into stop junction.

June full of bad luck,

You know my story what's happening throughout jun:
-Grandma went to heaven
-Family motor accident
-EXAGE models release delays
-Broken 1/24 MINI-Z .....$$$
-Broken network card and PCI slot....zapped by lightning
-Another cooked graphic card (just recently)..$$$
-And now another damaged big tooth....really painful
I just don't know why it happened so much and so costy this month. Did i did something wrong in May? Anyways i'm in July now hoping for changes and my my lucky coin turn towards a luck face, I'm going to get another car this month hopefully everything runs well.

Grandma funeral. Knocking on heavens door.

Sunday is a sad day for everyone, early wee morning we prepare ourself for last view on our grandma before we send her off to the funeral ground. Relative, friends and close neighbours in my grandma's friendly village came over to give comfort and help. By around 10am we did some prayer and then buried her beside her late husband and family whose already left much earlier in the past. My mom and her sister looks very sad but calm to accept such sad departure of their love ones. I did some prayer mine over here. I just hope that she enjoy her new life in her new worl in gods land. She now knocking on heavens door greeted by her long losst love ones. We as her children and great children wishes her happiness and peace high above the heaven. Thanks grandma.

Rest in peace Grandmother

I was in shock when my mom shout for help late midnight at 3am when i got down and saw my long paralyze grandmother have difficulty in breathing..cough out milk from her mouth. Her body tempreature gone very cold. Quickly our family dash her to the hospital but by the time it reached the hospital she was long gone. The only reason the doctor say she was too weak to live because she was too old and there's nothing he can do about it. My mom terrified and cry in tear but in a way she did except the fate. As for me its all in the hand of god. i just share my moments with my other near my grandmother lifeless boy in the emergency room. It was restless night everyone woke up to arrange immediate prayer and funeral for next day.

I'll be leaving for a few days for funeral function so will not be around in the websites and forum.

My grandmother suffer terrible aging sickness which she was half paralyze over her body unvbale to move talk or even eat. Its all feed from the tube, manual grooming and 24hrs care on the bed. On 20th June around 3pm she finally return back to created and return into the arms of her love ones especially to my grandfather. I hope she found eternal happiness, peace and cheerful life in my lord house in the heaven. Rest in Peace Grandma. We always love you and be in our hearts.

Fun time..2 day extra holiday.

I don't feel good this week due to extensive dry coughing and tooth pain. Gonna take two days leave to relief my health and also going to make appointment with tooth doctor. 2 days is a long day especially when i start wake up very early in the morning and do something usefull so that at the end of the day there's nothing wasted at the end. ...it make you day felt longer. I'm very excited since i have more room to settle daily task and also complete some project which left in the dark for a long time. Lots of people says i should settle the EXAGE model, yes i do have the urge to release the new car but i have another important matter to settle under the same topic. This month i've built 8 models for respective client so its kinda appropriate i should take a break or two to lay back and relax my brain. Good news is the my pocket is back bulge again, gonna fund my bike maintenance, mini-z, computer upgrade and personal grooming. Life is good when you're a 3d modeler. Its fun.

Power is in my hand!

Yes! i did make the right choice!, despite some intense research, web reviews, budget calculation and mutli functionality consideraion i finally bought a mini portable media player with dv cam built in from local IT expo. Funny thing that this one looks almost like PSP. lol!

The main key feature that is usefull to me is:
-Video in/out with recordable feature. (Something i could record video clip from my PC game and windows screen)
-DV video cam at max 640x480 px/ 2MP camera (Outdoor activity)
-Big 3 inch screen for entertainment.
-Expandable SD card slot
-Long recording time.

I'm gonna strap those on my bike, on my helmet or put the cam in my pocket for daily life recording, video blogging and record adventurous moments and unexpected event that i always encounter everyday. This is great! For you people it may looks like "el cheapo" products but hey all that matters is you got a video records which tells more than what you can read. Got to put these on YouTube!

Soon happiness for you kitty...

Not everyone is so called nice guy. We just can't judge them from their beautiful cover. So this one i'm doing this on behalf of these special cats out there and let everyone know whats its like to be in their world:

Last Saturday me my buddy went to a public park in the evening for dinner. Lots of people coming in and out from the cafe table, We're sitting in the open space beside grassy garden and near by beautiful water fountains. Evening cloud was beautiul. There's a couple of cats playing around jumping and chasing each other, pouncing and playing happily in their garden,...one of them is a male Tabby cat and another is female crown spotted Calico. They were flipping around, rolling on the grass, ambush among them selve in the bushes and as playfull as 10 year old kid. The cafe owner nearby admire the cats spirit and freedom...the cats were there before cafe was open...so they were permanent resident free to enjoy and play around in the garden. People were entertained by act of these cats, the cats were also friendly, it exchange soft meowy greetings and walk around the pavement nearby the table but it doesn't distrub anyone who's having a lovely evening dinner. Its a paradise for these cats which almost been a stray and found their place as home...i've seen the cats hanging here for quite a long time since last year ago. Even dogs nearby get along with them.
An hours passed since we had dinner then came a couple of guy and gal with hope for romatic evening dinner at an open space beside us. As happy as they are they hold each other hands and share feeling with each other. Then suddenly came a friendly cat with its usual routine greet and welcomes the people with warm meow. The couple were stunned, the guy wasn't pleased at all as it scared his girlfriend..cat phobic?!?. So with its macho-ness attitude he walks to the cat and gave a big whoop kicking on the cat's belly and step hardly on the tabby cat's head as if he trying to crush the skull againts the pavement. The cat vomitted! After he's satisfied he kicked the cat aside very hard and return back to his sit, he grabbed out his cigarette and puff out some tabacco. His girlfriends was relieved, his boyfriend control macho feel while enjoying his ciggy. That poor cat crawl slowly into small corner of the flower patch try to regain conciousness as it vomit a little and another white Calico female cat with crowed spotty fur pattern saw it happen from other side of the garden and quickly jump in and run to him, she comes to console its pain by licking his head. That poor tabby cat was too traumatic to budge away from that corner but after half an hour it duck slowly from that space and went back into the garden near the cool fountain and lay down for a rest while his partner walk beside and aid him all the way. Both cats lay down on the grass, very passive, unactive, no mood to play around with its friend,,,, sometimes he looked back right at the table where the couple who hit him seated. Both cat stare at the same spot and from the expression i saw it looked very dissappointed and frustrated yet they didn't even fight back because they knew their limitation. The two cats lay down together on the grass and put their heads close together to calm each other pain and sadness...i could hear soft tones from female cat consoling its partner. Its was a pity sight for me.
As for that macho guy, looks like he was laughing all the way enjoying his evening with sinister looks and trendy hair style, having good time like nothing had happen. WTF!!! he should be ashame and should realised where he was standing.....as a guest to this park he should respect the resident(cats) who live there and being their rightfull home. His girlfriend also wasn't care much about animal feeling...wasn't that animal type of people i see. Later after they finish their dinner they went off to their luxury car and away into the darkness of the night...may heaven and hell judge them. The cats saw the couple moved away but too bad they weren't in the mood for active play time....maybe felt guilt or musshy to kick start their play time.

Some people just don't have any heart for other living being. Animal are just like people also they have feeling, love, heart passion, guilt and kindness. The only gap and barrier is their communication/language and physical limitation. Just like humans they have souls and go to heaven. When they go there they will tell stories how people treat them and that's sounds like bad news for those who did something against the animal....but for me that's is good!..that's the fact alright. If you search at http://www.wikipedia.com under 'Cat' you'll notice they(cats) exist to serve human and believe to guide our souls during after life transition. So we need to respect them not only as part of these believe but rights to live and share living space with them. I hope those people who have rotten heart and did cruel to the animal will someday received their own taste of their medicine. My heartfelt and happiness wishes to the cats and other animal who have been abused and wonder around for freedom, may they seek a place, a garden of happiness where they can called their place a safe sweet home away from unfair cruel world.

Something to taught about..

Everyday i met lots of people ranging from highly intelligent being to crappy living thing. I'll tell ya one thing they just don't know where they are standing. People who standing in real ground should know some facts of life, below are some cool basic fact about life which you ought to know:

-Don't talk crap if you don't have that crap with you.
-God made man to enjoy life...not as a slave to others on earth.
-You control you, not people control you.
-No matter how beautiful you are, at the end of the age you're dead ugly.
-Botox on Chicken? yup you ate it.
-Flying metal chair is more effctive than Kung Fu...trust me it works.
-Only brainless people joins the crowd.
-Everyone is the same regardless rich or poor, we die soon.
-God is very fair, not everyone is perfect.
-Cats always win, that's why you angry.
-Smokers always beat wife, so girls beware.
-Primitive people live longer than civilized urban people.
-There's no such things as 'DIET', you'll eventually out of shape at the end of the day. Trust me.
-'DIET'= metal pain and starvation.
-Ignore others, its your life and choices
-Money not evils, its the people behind it.
-Luxury comes in fear.
-Anything that is too passionate tends to be radical,
-Life is short, enjoy it to the max.
-Born naked die naked
-Do good because the animal will judge you soon.

So think about it, let tomorrow spark your beautiful day.