Life being single at dinner.

Yeah its great, being single status means get ot have freedom to go in and out of the house, enjoy the life you wanted too, not cling by 2nd part rules or bound by other people order.

Last 2 nights i'm too lazy to cook, so i bring my friends out for nice local meal every night. Then some nice light drinks and talk about sports and stuff. Get back home and straight to bed without any interference. Life as single is pretty simple life.

Cute - Dango Daikazoku

Here something from CLANNAD anime ending song...was voted the best ending song for current season. I guess life is similary as pictured above. Whenever felt doubt about life i always listened to this song which reminds me the purpose of life.

Terrible car crash!! but my family..

I was shocked when i was inform by my cousins upon my arrival to my grandma hometown that$ my family who travelled by land including my father two sister and a little brother involve in terrible self accident when they on their way to the funeral event at my grandma home village which happened during heavy during raining hours approx 120km away from the destination. I was inform late by a day when i reach hometown in Limbang just after arrival on plane me with my sister. The vehicle my father van an 8 seater plunge side of the road skid and overturned twice crushing the roof and shattered some side panels and glasses. Tyre blown off and some wheels came off. From the picture attached it looks terrified but luckily everyone on seatbelt doesn't suffer much just suffer minor bruises....my eldest sister however got heavy bumps on her left face and legs which makes her looks like a panda because arrogantly refuse to use seatbelt and at the end banged the side wall of the cabin. I was happy nothing serious had happened except costly wreckage left me wonder if i should load another new vehicle for my father next month.

Currently the vehicle is now towed to my relative who stay in a peaceful village country side where the vehicle will wait to be fixed by locals and probably sell to locals.

I'm very glad my family is safe and that's all matters the most. I thank god for not taking life of my family early as we have long journey of life to venture along. So it not our time yet. I hope our late grandma will watch over us and our lord shall watch over us too.

How to enjoy life if you only have 24 hours per-day?

Most of our daily life spent entirely at the office, that's sounds bad because you'll have more postponed work to do at home again. Yeah that is around 60% you're in the office, So how do you enjoy or optimised your time without being too busy at home enjoy your hobby and things like that. Well just bring it along with you. Thats what i do so i don't have to waste my time. I bring my toy along, play before office open somewhere at town, charging batteries when you busy with other stuff, play again during lunch time, Charging the batteries again and when you get back home your battery fully charged and again away you go enjoy the whole evening. See you're actually not wasting any precious time doing nothing. Doing work and also enjoy what you wanted without leaving and waste gap of time within 24hours.

I say this is new multitasking life. You don't feel bored, down or bad, you feel more everyday at home even at the office.

The inspiration- colors of life.

With a heart of an artist inherited from my mother i have tendency to roam outdoors into open space look up into the sky, watching the tree wave along breezy wind, the white clouds againt beautiful blue sky and beautiful sunset. I'm so lucky to realised that the world around me so beautiful even despite the fact people complain its hell on earth..that's for short due to commercialization and social barrier that inflicted blind mind in peoples thoughts. Hey, call me hippie cuz i'm free!

Being outdoor is fun and feel very much alive rather than confined inside the building. Its the best way from me to collect ideas and inspiration especially when i try to come up with a new 3d design or graphic project. Around us have so many interesting color and aroma which only certain people could sense and experienced it. For some people looking into the horizon or the sky doesn't make any differences or trigger any feeling at all, that is because the mentality and behaviour of such person being self centered and too much clinging toward people and material gain. For short that person doesn't know much purpose of life or what his or purpose born here.

As for me the condition of weather, movement of winds, changes of color around me, the shape of clouds and its horizon trigger deep sense of nostalgic past and sense of excitement! Sometimes it can be an educational experience which i can learn some and blend this experience into ideas and then put it into solid object such as design or object which translate my ideas and experience as one. I called it colors of life. Sometimes you can see this color of expression and art on most of my 3d models that i design. It looks awesome! Just imagine the design and color i put on soon to be new models the: "EXAGE CD 20.0 XL-AM".